I miss by “best friend” . She didn’t even respond to any of my messages on her birthday. I know we live kinda far from each other but it hurts how she can just ignore me like that. & the one time I asked her why she doesn’t respond to my texts/calls or anything she said, “oh I’m busy” Maybe it’s because of some of the things I’ve done with my life but idk. I was ALWAYS there for her when she was going through so much shit. I never left her side or gave up on her even when she made wrong choices. I just wanna cry. Gah At least, she found Jesus in her life… She seems to be doing a whole lot better with her new “Christian friends”. Maybe this is how everything was supposed to turn out.