I miss by “best friend” . She didn’t even respond to any of my messages on her birthday. I know we live kinda far from each other but it hurts how she can just ignore me like that. & the one time I asked her why she doesn’t respond to my texts/calls or anything she said, “oh I’m busy” Maybe it’s because of some of the things I’ve done with my life but idk. I was ALWAYS there for her when she was going through so much shit. I never left her side or gave up on her even when she made wrong choices. I just wanna cry. Gah At least, she found Jesus in her life… She seems to be doing a whole lot better with her new “Christian friends”. Maybe this is how everything was supposed to turn out.

I don’t need a psychiatrist. I need my mom to sit down and hear me out on everything I’ve been holding in for the past years. She doesn’t get it damn

How do you deal with death? It’s been about five years since she passed away and I still can’t seem to handle it.